We all share the struggle, in this world. Some people can do it, they can do it all by themselves - Or with the support of others, and become something, or just keep themselves stable enough to continue.. We are all to share the love. That's really it.. The goal is to die with a fulfilled life, it's like fireworks man.
You can be at peace with it. You can lose everything, and die alone - A horrible, miserable death. And what perception comes from the unknown is what we give to ourselves, either way.
Like a computer program, from 1's and 0's - It all complexifies, infinitely - Through fractals.. nexus points.. All divine sparks, of good and evil.. All one. Love and God.