I've hit my lowest point. Getting out of bed is s chore. I have 0 hope or joy anymore.

Everything is crumbling and even though I have no insurance, I'm going back Monday to therapy. Hopefully this person is good and can help.

I'm still angry and bitter with old T and that he's working again after the hell he put me through. .y goal is to talk to new T about it. Will be my first time sharing about it out loud to someone but I think the issues he caused me with his bs mind games have crept into my marriage and I can't even trust my husband's kindness at all. I get angry about it.

Anyway for those who remember me. Hey again. I'll try to update more often