It is foolish to think he would not carry out his threats, you both need professional help ASAP!!! You see you are becoming a victim,also if you love someone you are not going to kill them not unless you are INSANE !! He told you he has issues well it sounds like it is way over due to get help. I do not want to bum you out but you are no help to one another you NEED outside help, get it SOON!! Take care and if you have a chance get back to us.
"darkeyes"