I am at fault because I never said anything about my mental health and did not establish strong and firm boundaries before I met my husband. I brought on all this baggage and my family is clueless. They think my husband just did this in isolation. But because I never managed anything, I have myself to blame, and the price is so high.

I'm truly sorry to everyone, especially my husband.
He has stood by me and even knowing all these fudged up things about me, he still married me.

My mother and sister are more powerful, more assertive and aggressive. I am meek, weak-willed and not daring to handle things before they get out of hand.

How can I repair all of this? What can I do to get us out of here? This hell that I created.