I've been feeling depressed, mostly because I had turned in a signed lease for a whole year at where I live. I'm not crazy about where I am but I'm going to be here for another whole year. I guess it's my fault because I didn't line up another place to live when I had the time.

And now I just found out that a small apartment place across the street from where I live will be torn down and a larger apartment place will be built up. I guess the people living at the apartments have been evicted. So that will mean a lot of noise for the next few months or so and then there will be not enough parking for everyone in the new units. So parking is going to be a problem even more. I feel like I made a big mistake and I can't get out of it.

And I've been feeling depressed and alone a lot more so recently. It's a wonder to me that I keep my sanity.