I'm feeling a little on top of the world this evening. I have a feeling/am hoping that this is simply from the fact that I am still learning to regulate regular emotions so something I'm proud of/happy about is spinning out of control. Hopefully, things will be fine after I get some sleep. That, or maybe my brain is overcompensating to try and cover my anxiety since that has increased again since my mom (who is a large part of why I need counseling) unexpectedly sent something in the mail for teacher appreciation week. My body language at work has screamed "anxious!" for well over a month at this point-maybe two.
Side note: I don't know how those of you with kids do it. The amount/variety of feelings I have towards, and how much I care about, my students is wild (in a good way) and they aren't even my own kids. Shout out to all of you (and lots of support) as you balance life with caring for your kids (no matter how old they are). And, if anyone on here has ever lost a child or have a tough relationship with them, I am so sorry.
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Lamotrigine: 300 mg
Bupropion: 150 mg
Risperidone: 4 mg
Quetiapine: 12.5 mg
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