In the past two weeks I overdosed twice. I don’t plan on doing it again, but I didn’t plan on doing it then either it was very impulsive. I don’t need to go to the hospital, I can’t, I’m fine in this minute, and the chica I’m staying with really needs me. I’m trying to maintain a relationship with my partner, and I can’t just disappear on them either only to be seen around town when I get discharged.

I feel like this is something to mention, but I don’t want her to freak out. This is a new T too so she doesn’t know I can be fine, make a gesture/attempt, and be fine anywhere from an hour to a day later