I'm feeling better; stronger. This is the second flicker i've had this Spring of good mood. I had two great games of Scrabble last night. Thoughts of the past are not so painful. I just tell myself i was a different person then. It's comforting.

My digestion is still broken tho. I've cut way back, even cut out pop. Maybe i just have to wait until i am ravenous to eat? I worry about it because work will be done on my bathroom soon and i won't have access to it at all times during the one week. There are other bathrooms in the building but i don't know if i can make it there in time. It looks like i'll just have to fast while the work is being done and i have no access.