Thanks you guys.

I'm just so... ANGRY 😠 with my mom and frustrated. I didn't even text her happy mother's day until two hours ago because I felt bad. Now that I'm a mom I couldn't even imagine saying or doing any of the hurtful things she said and did to me to my own daughter. I'm TERRIFIED of becoming like my mom! It's why I never wanted to have kids (our daughter was a surprise baby). Our daughter insists I'm very nice and not like my mom at all, but I'm still scared!

And it doesn't help my parents treat my husband like shyt because they don't like him and blame him for all my problems for some reason, when in actuality he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. We've been together for twenty years, through thick and thin. He knows me more than they do!

Ugh. It just makes me want to cry. Granted I'm emotional right now as is because I'm about to have my period (sorry for the tmi), but still.

😭 😭 😭