Good point.

My last case manager said sober living wouldn't be a good fit for me though. Firstly, I didn't go straight there from rehab and relapsed in the time between and (she said, I don't know how true this is. She didn't have a perfect record of having accurate information) everywhere would make me go through detox and rehab again. I don't need detox and then to spend 30-90 days in rehab again, I've drank twice that I know of in months and just used other stuff when I went down south and I don't even remember leaving NH. Secondly, I wouldn't be able to afford it. She said I'd probably be kicked out quickly, too, because of all the strict rules, requirements, and expectations. Honestly, probably true. It's not like we would stay there all the time, and it's not like I'd be perfect in every way 100% of the time when I was.

I don't know where I can reasonably go where I can avoid substances though.