One more night where the covert sociopaths woke me up. These people grew up without a schedule or sleep regimen. They constantly stay up late, disturb my sleep and go to sleep when it's almost daylight. I took it pretty bluntly. From saving these past two weeks while I was sick I had some spare money. Decided to treat myself with an Italian meal at an Italian restaurant. Pretty expensive, though haven't been in ages. Left a pretty hefty tip despite the waiter being narcissistic. Now I'm eating a vegan brownie and will have a decaf oat latte afterwards. Suicide thoughts still persist. Too... Much... Pain. I'm very sensitive to food and sleep.