My doctor asked me if I've last time we've met. I answered in the positive but that I'd need money to carry it out. In recent times however, I came to a different method that would require none. It does involve being out and about, however, which increases chances of being stopped by other people in the pursuit of going through with it. . My idea that I'll resume work and focus on my app again next week and I want to wait and see how it'll pan out is what keeps me alive at this moment. Will see how it goes. If it fails,