Hi Raych,

Yep, sleeping is still a problem...

I see what you are saying about analysing whilst 'high', I just can't get round the fact that that aspect of the high has not left me, that's why I wonder if it has always been there and just needed the mushrooms to trigger it. Or maybe, it was all so real to me when I was high that it has carried over to normaility, I suppose I should take note of what other people say about realising that it was the mushrooms and to leave it there and not carry it on into normality.

I suppose I have been overwhelmed, not just by the what the mushrooms did, but by what I saw in myself... It scared me! I have so many flaws it's unbeleiveable, and the shrooms just brought it all to the surface, now I am swimming around trying to find some calm waters.

I lost myself, or maybe I was lost before the shrooms, and they pointed out that I have to deal with all these issues that cloud my mind. To be free of the person Ihad become (not my true self) ...

Thanks for the words!!!