I did something bad and I drank an energy drink this morning with 200mg of caffeine. I asked my mom to get me a Prime hydration water and she got me an energy drink instead. It didn't do anything. Just caused me to be focused all day instead of BS on my phone. I didn't even take my first valium until almost noon and I'm not even sure I took the 3rd one.

I watched the first 2 episodes of the new season of Allstars, the last episode of Quiet On The Set, and this documentary on Barney The Dinosaur. I knew it was cool to hate him when I was in kindergarten back in 1998, but I didn't know it was an actual thing with an I hate Barney fan club and messed up creators and cast members and death threats and all that ****.

Now I'm just chilling out doing nothing. I've puked a couple times today but it was mostly just this morning when I threw up a ton around 2AM. Luckily I fully woke up this time and I had a bucket next to my bed.