I can relate a lot of what you've shared here. As that's all there seems to be anymore, endless youtube reels (all Ive watched for the last 10yrs), feeling numb beyond measure, either sleeping 12 to 16hrs/ unto being unable to sleep for days, trying to mask the depression around others, having trouble walking or standing for long periods of time (due to an injury in my last job), and omgoodness the restless leg syndrome can drive one crazy mad. Haven't been much one for crying over the years, however, found myself doing more of my fair share of it within these last two years. Genuine Sympathy (((Huggs))) from someone who understands