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Desert Kitty hates titles
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May 18, 2024 at 09:45 AM
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Originally Posted by will19
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Also I feeling depressed because nobody's been either calling or messaging me for quite a while.
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Nobody calls or messages me at all except a woman who originally started calling me as a volunteer during Covid lockdowns. She wanted to continue to still call me but I'm ambivalent about her calls. It's been almost 4 years and it's still a one-sided thing where I know nothing about her.
Lately the loneliness has been exacerbated by my upstairs neighbor and all his visitors. All week he's been getting up early (unusual) so I haven't been getting my nice quiet mornings. And he's having company. I can tell when someone else is up there due to the different gait. So much heavy walking, showers running a lot, sliding doors slamming. Effing night people too, coming home late and waking me up with their heavy steps and door slamming then the shower. I don't hear the laughing and talking though sometimes I DO hear either them or maybe a TV. Still, I'm aware of his visitors. 
I have to work up the courage to ask yet another neighbor I'm acquainted with if she'd check on me. I asked one last year, last July and she never called me. That's almost a YEAR ago. Billions of people on this planet and over 50 people in this building alone yet I can't find one effing person to care about me.
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