UGH!!! It's like the world WANTS me to stay on seroquel or something. My pharmacy messed up my 50mg tablets and only gave me 30 for the month when I was supposed to get 60 so I ran out early, halfway through filling out my meds for the week. I finished without the 50s, but couldn't remember when exactly I'd ran out in the week and my Lamictal tablets look very similar to my 50mg seroquel tablets, so I accidentally took 100mg of seroquel this afternoon instead of just 50mg. FUKK! HONESTLY! I'm getting frustrated 😠. I have to pay closer attention but half the time I'm not wearing my glasses and I can't see shyt without them.

At least I didn't fudge up last night and take my 200mg tablet!

Anyway, so needless to say I've been STARVING ever since noon. I just keep on getting fatter and fatter and FATTER. Like, getting to the point where it feels like there's no return. I feel so hopeless. 😪