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nonightowl · May 20, 2024 at 08:44 AM

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Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I'm on the psych ward and I still have no one to talk to about wanting to end my own life. Even if I get sober I still have nothing and no one. It's getting worse. I still want to do it.

Seems the hug button wasn't enough.

I know this isn't the same but I don't have anyone either. I can't even get anyone to check on me, or be an emergency contact.

The only possibility (and I didn't think she'd say yes) had to tell me in nasty terms that she barely knows me, why I am even asking and it's "weird". I fired back yeah it is and it wasn't easy to ask in the first place!!!

She then said something like "Please don't think that about me." Think what? Why think about or care what I THINK? She was just paying lip service: "If you ever need anything.." Well this is what I need.

Just wanted to say I don't have anyone either and feel really vulnerable and scared these days. And that's because of the troubling times we are in.