Dear T,

OK, I got through that long wave of sadness. I think I know what's going on, that it's also maybe about my car being gone through. Feeling like my safe spaces are no longer safe. And I'm thinking of the connection that was there today, the support, the caring And that you'll still have a seat for me, even if it's not my usual one. At least we'll be in the same room, which we weren't for such a long time during the pandemic (2 years, aside from those 3 weeks in summer 2021). I am trying to hold onto all of that. I want to appreciate and honor what we did have today. Instead of emailing or asking you for an earlier session.

Love you,
LT