I'm just waiting for my pdoc to send the link and I am so nervous I don't know if I'm anxious from the appointment or nauseated because of it or from the stomach stuff or both. I did throw up a little bit earlier but that was from a spiced Coke I had. I took a Pepcid.

Now I just threw up some asparagus but I do think this time it was anxiety.

Jeeze what a waste of money just to have a 5 minute appointment that could have easily been done over the phone. He raised my Prestiq on his own to 50mg I had to ask him about the lamictal and he fought me a bit on it but finally raised it to 100. He said "why do you want it raised?" Uh because you took me off it cold turkey and didn't put me back on the full dose?

I mean, I shouldn't be complaning but like he needs better bedside manners or some shyt.

And he is adamant I be back in person in therapy.

He also said "why do you think people are looking at you?" Idk I took it as a compliment lol.