Am I in severe active alcoholism when I only remember drinking three times in the past week, but really only piece together what happened over half the time based on stuff I've written/texted or have videos/pictures of?
I'm just perplexed at how my tolerance is almost as high as it was when I was excessively drinking every day. Detox was rough even with benzos, so now I'm wondering if that's going to suck and maybe need help medically for that.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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