Because when I’m manic I hung out with dangerous people who drugged and drank. So it’s been more than I few times to was pushed into user’s rehab, despite not using when I’m stable or depressed. One thing I think I remember from those classes is that no matter where you are in tolerance, or how long you stop for you go back to that level of when you. Start again. Every time. So if you had high tolerance you still have high tolerance. But at some point your liver will stop working and boom, it won’t take much at all.