If you cancel on me again today after I took practically the full week convincing myself I need to talk to you, I'm going to make an emergency call and tell you all about how much of a POS you are, you shouldn't be a therapist, and you've harmed me way more than you've helped by, like almost every other therapist I've seen, saying "I'll help you recover," but canceling practically every session, kicking me out when I say "I'm struggling, but I don't know how to explain what's going on with me," and when we actually have a full session, just emphasizing using coping skills. I've been fking coping my whole life. Sure, not always in the healthy ways, but I want to live life, not cope with it.