I wrote the letter/text to my mom, but haven't sent it, and am not sure if I'm going to send it or not. I think it would break her heart. I don't want to make her feel bad. And it would seriously piss her off. My plan was to send it, then block her number so I couldn't see the response (...I already know what the response will be. Something a long the lines of me being ungrateful and selfish, and I can't handle a guilt trip like that right now). So I don't know. 😞 I want to completely cease communication and contact with her... but I don't want to make her feel bad!!!!

UGH! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO NICE!