Try not to feel alone. I am" here"in this spot with you. An Amazon meeting is not a bad idea. Too much alone news is not a good thing. I hope things go well with your family, but humans being humans means some unpredictability when everyone is at their best. Not making excuses foe bad behavior,but thirty+ years working in human services ha been my greatest teacher. Get out as much as you can even if its 10 man bites in the sun. Please check in when needed..I will try to be there shortly.