Me and My girlfriend have had an amazing relationship the past year. We could both agree it’s been the best year of our lives. I made a big mistake of letting temptation get the best of me, i was curious i wanted to try something new, i regret all of it. She found out i sent pictures of her to other people online and talked about her with other people. I’m disgusted with myself and my choices and am doing anything i can to stop these temptations. I’ve signed up for therapy and am willing to do anything to make things good with her. I love her so much however she broke up with me the same night she found out. I have no idea where to go from here. I’m embarrassed, ashamed and feel like i lost the only thing that matters in this world. I’ve sent her countless apologies, owning up to what i did and telling her i’m gonna get help. She said she’s afraid of me and feels like she never knew the real me but that’s just not true. I don’t want to be like this or have these thoughts they are ruining my life. I would do anything to have my girlfriend back. Does anybody please have any advice on to how to go about this or any suggestions on how to stop having these thoughts. All i want is to love her and only her but it feels like i’ve completely ruined it.