I guess I struggle to be happy because I'm in the space of still feeling that people are resentful ****s who'd rather judge me than mind there on business and be a miserable **** on my own. I'm also pissed off I can't even crush on people without some miserable low life I don't even know calling me desperate. Also I'm ****ing over Tafe and how people can't be bothered to help me I feel like everyone is selfish and only cares for themselves. I guess I still have lots of anger because nobody bothered to help me..I'm pissed off about ever having to work..I honestly hate doing things maybe I'm a privileged brat to say that but I don't ****ing care everyone can live there life **** a horse two or three I have a ****ing feeling or express desires to be loved and have a boyfriend and I'm the ****ing desperate one. Honestly people can't **** off with there judgement and self righteousness. I agree with slipknot in saying that people equal ****. So yeah I'm bitter about studying and working because I hate people and wish they'd die in a fire because there nothing but fake ****s stabbing me in the back to make themselves feel better about there miserable life. Just like that friend who made the AI because he wanted someone else to be in pain someone who never even hurt him. So yeah the world can get ****ed, study can get ****ed Tafe can get ****ed people can get ****ed and that's what I truly feel about this ****ed world..I just want to scream in a void and just stab everyone that ever had the decorum to judge me when they are a self righteousness **** that is old and should **** themselves and just ****ing die instead because how ****ing dare. They how ****ing dare anyone ****ing look down on me. The whole world can get ****ed because they looked down on me kicked on me and they ****ed me off because I was traumatized so yes I hate people. I hate seeing there faces I'd rather stay at home forever and never have to work because I hate people picking me apart and could rip there worthless face off for judging me. I'm sick of hiding my anger at being judged I think I have a right to tell people to genuinely **** off