Yesterday, I called the office of the gynecologist my pdoc referred me to. She is part of a massive chain of clinics-it took two different transfers just to get to the person who could schedule me. But, then this person had to send a message to the nurses at this doctor's location because the doctor told me pdoc she'd see me but she doesn't have any new patient openings for months. I am worried about the finances of all of this-like, if she would want/need to order bloodwork or something-since I wouldn't be going through my insurance. We'll see how it all plays out.

I'm on watch to see if it's time for my monthly use of my risperidone PRNs-The last couple of days I've had some symptoms, but I'm waiting to make sure they are actually bipolar symptoms and not just normal mood stuff. If my agitation from today turns into intense irritability tomorrow, or if the high anxiety I had today turns to paranoia, I'll take the extra 1 mg for a few days.