I actually listened to my messages today and my CM says if I pass a drug test when I get a pdoc and don't show a ridiculous amount of impulsive behaviors, the two of them are going to work on helping me become my own rep. payee. I don't even know how tf the gov't allows my mom to do it. Guess she climbs through loop holes pretty well.
But yeah, didn't drink yesterday or today. I can stop when I want to, obviously. Not a true addict. Might check myself into the ER for HI.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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