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Old Jun 03, 2024, 07:51 AM
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I think I’m just gonna stop getting high with THC because I think it messes with me more than it helps. I have an anxiety disorder and bipolar and when I get high sometimes it feels good but sometimes it feels like a never ending panic attack and like I’m about to lose my mind and end up with psychosis. So I’m thinking I should just not mess with it anymore at all. I feel like I wasted a lot of money because I spent $200 on edibles and vapes and I have two vapes left and 89 edibles left and I don’t want to throw them away and waste that money but idk. I keep convincing myself it will be okay just in moderation but it tends to end up being a bad experience and I get scared. So it’s probably not worth it
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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
Thanks for this!
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