Not going to drink today! Getting picked up later by some dude and we are going out of town to a farm because wtf else is there to do?

This is NOT going to turn into any real relationship. Fk that. Just this one thing and then I’m going to show complete disinterest.

There is also a spot in my left eye I can’t see out of. It’s like when you have a spot in your vision that feels like there’s a bug or dust or it’s just super dry or something and you hardly see until you blink/rub it, but it hasn’t gone away and it’s been there like a week. The cool thing is if I lost vision in that eye completely but still have blood flow there’s a new place for needles lmao I’m sick plz help