Time, @
freeflowinfo ...
It just takes time.
In the meantime, we have free legal aid offices in my area.
You may want to see if they are available in your area.
They're lawyers that help people without the financial means to hire an attorney.
I've had to use them a time or two and it cost me absolutely ZERO dollars!
I hope that info was helpful for you ...
It sucks to feel alone when the weight of the world is on your shoulders.