I applaud you for keeping going yesterday. You found some energy and wanted to make the most of it. It's important to celebrate those small victories. Those little sparks flaming some tiny embers. You see - your inner flame has not been extinguushed.

If you could hire someone to help you with straightening up your home a bit, that might help. I did that and was glad I did. My income is small, but getting the help was worth it. My depression was more manageable, after I wasn't in the middle of chaos.

I hope you find some way forward.