Dude, I am fking 27, have an extensive CSA history that I was praised for tolerating, and idealize (read: am turned on by) every person that shows any sort of appreciation for me. As baseline.
Add hypomania to the mix...it just turns incredibly hurtful, reckless, some may even say dangerous. I can't do the hypomania thing anymore. Cannot. I do not know what I'd do if any mood elevation I've been having actually crosses the line into "yes, for sure hypomania."
Enjoy your bob
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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