Dude, I am fking 27, have an extensive CSA history that I was praised for tolerating, and idealize (read: am turned on by) every person that shows any sort of appreciation for me. As baseline.

Add hypomania to the mix...it just turns incredibly hurtful, reckless, some may even say dangerous. I can't do the hypomania thing anymore. Cannot. I do not know what I'd do if any mood elevation I've been having actually crosses the line into "yes, for sure hypomania."

Enjoy your bob