Hi, I guess I haven't been on since Feb of this year...I was in an online training program to jump start my work life again. I see folks who are struggling with meds and I have so much admiration for that courage. It took me literally decades to get the meds even remotely balanced.

Now I was hoping to deal with some other bipolar side effects. It has taken me more than 2 years to even get close to working again. My brain was rattled by back to back episodes for a few years before I got stabilized. Does it then make sense that it took more than a year for balance and clarity to properly return. I am beginning to think so now. Reminds me of brain repair I went thru after I quit drinking over a decade ago.

My thoughts go to ---no more opportunities for looking at disablity, My dad is about ready to throw me to the curb as he cont to support me. A yucky middle ground. Interested if anybody relates. Peace & Love