I'm so upset. 😭

This morning he pretty much told me to stop it and go away and to leave him alone (I mean, he kinda said it nicer, but that's what he said). So now I'm afraid to even go near him or touch him because I don't want to make him mad. He said, "Not everything needs to be about sex!"

I can't control myself!!!! 😫 This is getting really bad. I feel TERRIBLE. I feel like a rejected woman.

😭 😭 😭

I've been rejected by the GOD OF LOVE ❤️.

And I'm for sure not getting any love today because our daughter left school early and there was that picnic, so we couldn't in the afternoon, and in the morning is when he got upset, and I KNOW tonight he'll say he's tired or start reading or something.

I also haven't been talking much around him because of my pressured speech and I don't want to sound too excited or he'll just ask if I've been taking my meds and lecture me about my sleep and be a real killjoy and it'll annoy me.

I guess I'm just a little frustrated and agitated. I took a Seroquel and am attempting a rest period. We'll see how it goes.