It is imposible for me to go to therapy right now. This bad words are coming from me very fast and random, im even suprise how this can coming out from me. I would like to try something without therapy. What therapy can do? Normally im very peaceful person, I take care of my baby and I would say 95% im doing a good job, but this 5 % of anger is in me. Im scared of word abused. My mother was swearng and screaming in more awful way, but still I don't feel abused. I didnt like it, yes, but abused seem too big word for this.