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Old Jun 19, 2008, 05:43 PM
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we are switching very fast right now...... i think i have been out the most though the littles or munchkins only come out to see what is going on and then they hide again everyone is upset and no one is eating ....except for me.... i am jade by the way.... whenever i eat jen purges we have lost 14 lbs in 19 days ..... now some may say that is great because we need to loose the weight but when i told the therapist she was concerned she said loosing weight that fast is not good ...... she tried to talk to jen ....but jen got very upset and started crying she kind of wants to die...... i am not happy right now but i have a feeling things will get better and for now i don't want to give up because then i might miss the possible good things that might happen but jen feel hopeless.....the counselor said i may have to take over for now...... until we can get jen better..... that is scarey i have never really been the one in charge before what if i mess up or do something wrong or i am just not strong enough...... i got the munchkins some books to look at today .... mostly barbie .....stuff..... they like to look at books ......at night when things are scarey......... anyway i hope this doesn't overwhelm you just needed a friend to talk to.....
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