I went to the Dermatologist early this morning for a check-up. I've had some Basel Cell skin cancers in the past. In itself it's not a big deal but it's a nuisance to have to have work on it. This morning I got looked at and had to have a couple of biopsies. In the last few years I had been doing great with the check-ups but not this time. The two biopsies have been sent to a lab and I'm waiting for results. The Dermatologist told me that if it's something it would most likely turn out to be Basel Cell.

I felt bummed when I left the office. I felt like I was in the "twilight zone". It's that deep seeded depression and disappointment after the visit. I'm trying to tell myself that this isn't so bad. After all I've been through it before. It's just that I'm a perfectionist and things do go wrong at times or not go the way I want to. I have a hard time learning it. You would think, with my age, that I would realize it by now!