Falling. My mom talked me into going into the leasing office of my apartment today. She talked with this woman who worked there while I stood there shaking and mumbling. Then I went back later as I had messed up my sign in for my portal and just managed to mumble and shake feeling extremely confused. Luckily the man working there seemed sympathetic. But of course I worried that he would try to steal my password to my portal. I was having trouble functioning at all and had to ask this stranger for help. I thanked him as I left. Theme I had to move my car to another parking lot that seemed like it had been freshly paved because they were going to pave my parking lot starting early in the morning. I told. Case manager about what happened at the leasing office and she said Pdoc doesn’t work there on Tuesday but that they had discussed Pdoc putting me on Ativan. I hope she can.