Yay! SCORED! Seduced him in the kitchen while our daughter was in her room on her phone. Afterwards he called me an evil temptress. 😈 HAHAHAHA. Feel much better now, even if I didn't get off. He owes me now.

Afterwards he said, "Once you're done being manic you're going to think all this was gross... (sucking him off... sorry! I'm trying to not make this rated R!), and I was like, "I'm not manic. Noelle said there's just something wrong with my hormones." And he was like, "Well, I know you better than Noelle does."

He does. We've been together for 24 years. ❤️ He knows me better than anyone.

Anyway, so I'm just fukking confused right now. I just took a seroquel in hopes I could have a nice rest period and then wake up and hopefully, FINALLY be able to concentrate on my novel instead of just lustful thoughts, but I'm ALREADY horny again!!! Oh my god! Like, I want to do it again NOW. Jesus Christ. I need to attempt a nap. I need to get some fukking sleep. Fukk.