Earlier today i had back pain because of anxiety, and i fainted because of it. It was really hard to deal with but i don't know i feel like my mom didn't care about that. She didn't help me or do anything she just kept on watching her tv show while i was struggling to get myself on the couch. And i felt really alone. I felt really anxious about my heart condition yesterday and i guess that's what triggered the pain today. I feel a bit better now. Although, i had a support group thing today and i had to cancel it, and i feel bad about it. I feel bad about feeling bad about my mom's reactions.