Well, we now have no business. And I'm now coming to realize my health issues might actually be a life-long disability. So that means I can't sign up for work. I have sleep issues that keep me from staying awake all day. That means I now have to sell my house and find long term accommodations not knowing what my life will be like.

I have no clue what is going on. Rumination is one thing, and it's absolute insanity. Now real life is taking on that reality.