I love this blog, everyone here is being so encouraging and positive. This is exactly what each and every one of us need.

...2 days ago it was, I promised my boyfriend that I would never throw up again. I knew it would be a hard promise to keep, but I also knew that I love him so much and when I make a promise, I keep it. Unfortunatly, I was eating %#@&#! foods today (wendy's chicken wrap, hashbrowns, cookies, chocolate chips)- and broke my promise. It makes me feel terrible and I don't think I will tell him, but I know that that's it for me. Atleast I will try my hardest to not throw up - because this promise means a lot to me.

MzJellowFluff, I too am very determined to kick this terrible disease out of my life, and recover. I want to be able to eat normally again without guilt and feeling fat. We all deserve this. And If you want to message back and forth every few days I would love that, It would really help to have someone there who is also trying to recover as much as I am.

Take care everyone. And please check out this link. If you do not have motivation to recover for yourself, do it for those who did not get the chance. You can also find this link in Dr. John's post on the main page of links. Good luck!!

http://www.something-fishy.org/memorial/memorial.php