Got a SSDI review sheet in the mail. Just one form this time. Hoping that's a good sign. Last time it was like applying for SSDI all over again. HUGE pain in the ***. Don't really understand how to fill out the form correctly, but luckily I have an appointment with my therapist this morning at 8:30am and am going to have her help me. 😊 Hoping I don't get denied. I'm assuming I won't. It's not like I miraculously recovered in the last four years.

My thoughts are starting to scare me. I'm having intense rated R sexually explicit thoughts about men other than my husband. I'm upset because we were supposed to have a romantic date night tonight, some fun ALONE time, and now we're stuck going to his mom's house and hanging out with his snobby family from Kansas.

😡 😡 😡 😡

I'm NEVER getting any! Our old babysitter can't hang out with our daughter for the next two weeks because she has stuff going on. Husband is starting his long work weekend tomorrow. I'm DYING here!!!! I had awful thoughts about calling my sister and seeing what she's doing this weekend and going to a bar and finding some random guy. WHAT THE FUKK IS WRONG WITH ME! WHY WOULD I EVEN HAVE SUCH AN AWFUL THOUGHT?! GOD RASPBERRY!!!! Ugh.