My therapist actually told me today she thought I was a tad hypo. I opened up to her about my awful intrusive thoughts about cheating on my husband and she grew VERY concerned and said she would write a note for my psychiatrist if I wanted, mentioning my hypersexual feelings and lack of sleep. I told her I would never ACT on the thoughts, that they just disturbed me. I don't know why I'd have such awful thoughts! I love my husband SO much. My lustful urges are just OVERWHELMING. I CAN'T STAND IT!!

And my husband is so down feeling right now and stressed out. It would break his heart if he even KNEW I had such awful intrusive thoughts! He's my best friend forever, my mate for life, the love of my life. SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ME.

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I got the SSDI paperwork filled out for the most part, just waiting for my therapist to text me a couple hospital stay dates and I'm good.