Husband and I had a date afternoon instead, so I got some love. Beforehand I opened up to him about my awful intrusive thoughts and started bawling. 😭 I don't know what's wrong with me! Why am I acting so out of character right now? I've never been this hypersexual ever in my entire life! I'm freaking the fukk out. I'm having a serious situation right now. We're at Husband's mom's house and all I want to do is go home. I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack. I need to chill out. Somehow. I'm having a moment.