((((((((((( everybody ))))))))))))

Thank you for all of your good wishes, crossed fingers, and great ideas.

My session was tonight, not last night as I posted. I was so distressed I had the days mixed up. T isn't going anywhere and neither am I. She is fine with carrying a balance as long as it doesn't get too large to where I couldn't manage it. She's fine with me taking time off if that's what I'd like to do (NO!!). So I am going to pay and extra $20/session when I get back to paying in a few weeks. It will take months to pay the balance off, but she's okay with that. Of course, I will pay it sooner if possible.

I'm putting in extra hours at work and looking for something part time that won't get negated by the price of gas. . I'm going to call some creditors and see about making payment arrangements with them too, to stretch things out a bit. I'm going to call and ask the car loan people to take the July payment and tack it on the back end of the loan.

The session was all about money, what it means to me, how I feel when I have it, don't have it, spend it, save it, how I feel about others who have more--money and things (like a house--I lost mine and have never gotten over it), etc. About the many things that went into this financial crisis. We explored it a lot. How I had been working hard to reach a goal of being more financially secure by the end of May and how I ended up in a disaster. Self-sabotage?.... Because?
It was a good session.

And I am sooooooooooo relieved. Whew!

Thanks friends!!