I have this weird ulcer or bump or hemmroid thing. Idk. But it bleeds. I also barfed up 2 scoops of stew that I had for dinner and now I'm back to not being able to keep water down. I swear my eyes look like Pete Davidsons but that could just be from lack of sleep from this same dumb nightmare about the colonoscopy. That is in September. I've had similar dreams before about medical procedures, but now its actually coming true and idk really how to handle it. I sent an email over to my therapist.

But my laundry is done. All 10 or so medium black Goodfellow shirts and 3 or 4 pairs of blue Levis

I'm in a lot of pain. Can you pull a muscle throwing up?